just me & u...

i never thought that i will meet u before... i mean  a guy like u...it's different than others...u just a simple and an ordinary for me..but then...for a couples of time standing out there and kept watching u from far apart..i felt my heart is beating so fast.....i don't know why....i don't know what it's really mean....my first expression when looking at you....my imagination run away like u're so disaster ...for a girl like me..yes u're!!!!!!!! u talk wisely..n be friendly with me...it just i can't be too closed with those that i never met before...hope u understand...i'm just a girl...but u look me like i'm a guy..why??? is there any wrong with my appearance???? my action??? or the way i talk????? i felt something weird when i'm be with u....am i right???? u know i don't like such feeling like this..but i tried so hard to stop my intention on u.....every second, minutes, hours, day...i'll kept reminding that u're not mine and because of that..i'm trying to avoid myself from u.....i'm willing to do it...n i don't know if u realized it or not...i'm so sorry...really sorry... i didn't mean it.....honestly to say...i love u....but i'm just bringing u in a hard time if u know who i'm n what i'm really like...