sAYe nAk aWaK TaU....

 0” ’’ “0  ??         

   (>o< )                ??

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KeNaPa aWaK bUaT SayE McM NiE????

AwAk nIe....

AwAk sAkItKe wAk???

aWaK oK Ke???

aWaK....

dAh lAmE KiTe X sEmBaNg sAmE2 kAn???

AwAk RiNdU KiTe TaK???

SaYe rInDu aWaK...

SaYe SaYaNg sAnGaT AwAk...

SaYe sElAlU tAnYa kAt DiRi sAyE...

“bIlE KiTa nAk jUmPe lAgI???..”

sAyE TuNnGu aWaK yEw...

   0” ’’ “0    SeTaHuN???

  \ (^o^ ) /

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  10 TaHuN???

100 tAhun???

kAlU 1000 tAhUn SekAlIpUn...

SaYe tEtAp tUnggU aWaK...

AwAk sElAlU BelAnJe sAyE IcE CrEAm...

AwAK sElAlU MeNgAlAh kAlU KiTe gAduH...

aWaK KaTe sAyE gAnAs...

AwAk kAtE SaYe tAk BoLeH jAdi pErEmpuAn bAiK..

TApI sAyE PeLiK..

KaLu sAyE NaK BeRuBaH..aWaK TaK KaSI...

bArU SaYe TaHu SekArAng....

MaAfKaN SaYe WaK...

AwAkLaH TeMaN sAyE SaMpAi bIlE2..

AwAk sPeCiAl sAnGaT~~

i wanna happy life~~

i wanna to be myself but people always force me to do smething that i hate...y????? yes..i'm trying to avoid it..but i'm still can't do it..i'm done with everyone...from now on..i'm not going to be a toy for them....

me????

i always think about you....do u think about me too??? am i too hard for u???? if u think like that..i'll be de same too...u're bringing me into a black box....i'm blind for thinking about you...from now on...we're break..let's have our own life...although it tough for me n you...just stop it till now...i'll be right back after you if u want me too..=)

i'm flying far coz i wanna to avoid u..sorry~~~

first of all..i would like to thanx for those that alwys make me feel happy when i sad...turn me blushing when i mad...talk to me till i'm in bed...make me a sweet breakfast when i hungry n try to comfort me when i felt bad...there's  no 1 out there like u'll...i alwys dream of some 1 that can make me feel better in the future...i found it..but when i think wisely..i just realized that u're just like my ex...y should i love some 1 like that/ hopefully..I'm wrong....i don't know how it feel when break up or being rejected at the same time....I'm not a playgirl..i just want to have some1 special n it does't mean that i don't like u..yes!!! there maybe right when i say..it's not the time to talk about something that so serious ....i left u behind.....i choose that way...u have ur own ex...n same goes with me....although i'm not really care about "ex"..but i still thinking of him when i saw u...u just acting like him....please..don't make me remind about my past life..but i don't know why..i have to let u go...really...n if u read this message, i hope u understand....but if u still love me...then, accept me what i'm...becoz i can try to love u if u want to.....u're so special to me....

just me & u...

i never thought that i will meet u before... i mean  a guy like u...it's different than others...u just a simple and an ordinary for me..but then...for a couples of time standing out there and kept watching u from far apart..i felt my heart is beating so fast.....i don't know why....i don't know what it's really mean....my first expression when looking at you....my imagination run away like u're so disaster ...for a girl like me..yes u're!!!!!!!! u talk wisely..n be friendly with me...it just i can't be too closed with those that i never met before...hope u understand...i'm just a girl...but u look me like i'm a guy..why??? is there any wrong with my appearance???? my action??? or the way i talk????? i felt something weird when i'm be with u....am i right???? u know i don't like such feeling like this..but i tried so hard to stop my intention on u.....every second, minutes, hours, day...i'll kept reminding that u're not mine and because of that..i'm trying to avoid myself from u.....i'm willing to do it...n i don't know if u realized it or not...i'm so sorry...really sorry... i didn't mean it.....honestly to say...i love u....but i'm just bringing u in a hard time if u know who i'm n what i'm really like...

My sChoOl sToRy~~~

 sekian lama aq struggle..aq harap sangat nak dapat result ok kali ni...untuk kali ni ja....aq x kisah la macam mana skali pun..i have to get it!!!!!
finally!!!! my pmr... 8 a's....OMG!!!  unbelievable......
aq sangat2 hepi dengan apa yang aq dapat..aq x sangka dengan result yang aq dapat ni...aq dah step 4ward ke depan dan terpaksa tgglkan kwn2 aq....dulu aq ada group...group yang sangat hepi go lucky..tp..bla naik ja formm 4...smua benda tu dah xda...masing2 buat keja sendri..lgsg xda masa nak cntct each other..klau ada pon..jrg2 la....
kenangan wk2 kat sek men dlu smuanya trpdam mcm tu ja....huhu..knpa la aq trpksa brjauhan ngn korang...rndu sgt nk hang out blik.....tpi smua tu dream ja...ssh nk ptar msa...x lma lpas result kuar...aq dpt twrn msok sek asrma penuh...bunyik tu cam gempak ja...tpi..who know the truth kan...anything can happen within a minutes...i'm not hoping to get something yang over sgt2,,,,aq x la pndai mna pun..skadar b level blh la...memang aq impikan nak msok sek tu lma dah...tpi tu smua impian antra aq n kwan2 yang lain...but now..i've to go through evrthing with my own...no one besides me...i don't care kalu tpt tu jaoh skali pun...at least i can be more independent and learn how to build my confident....but it's out of my mind..i know my weakness...my physically appearance pon x brapa ok...lgpun rmai kwn2 aq yg sblm ni try to avoid me...i'm not pretty as Cinderella....kind as Rapunzel...i'm just a simple human being...i'm an ordinary person....but why???? slalu ja org pk mcm2....
 saat yang aq paling x suka...aq kna buat registration kalu nak stdy kat school to...i completely hate it1 kna isi borang la...tangkap gamba la...ulang alik ke pejabat la...smua tu waste of time ja...for me laa...4 someone yang sangat sukakan keja2 mcam tu..CONGRATE!!! ssh nak sttle up smething yang cmplicated tmbh2 berkenaan dengn register......

1st klas 4 form 4 in a new skul....it's like a miracle...everythg happn like a magic....too fast ..n i nver realised on it...why bnyk sgt boys???? (it was my 1st expression...)...too many...and it's uncountable..maybe...very sad too say...but where were the girls??? disappeared??hoho..i'm wishing someone to come and say 'hye???'...hehhe...but...evryone do their own work...after a month...aq try to be more friendly..memang agak susah sebab aq bukan kind of easy to work with....(i'm telling the truth)....aq sangat2 strict...even kwan2 aq dlu pun tau when n how they hve to make joke with me...aq xla garang mcm lion...cma..aq dh lma stand on this world sorang2....sbb tu aq x pnh ksah psal org lain.....but now..aq dh brubah...i'd be a btter than b4....=)..

 it was a very shock bla mna aq ditegur...i mean..di sapa..oleh a new friend n he was a really funny guy...starting from that...aq mla jdi friendly...rupanya..xla ssh mna pun..hhehe...abis ja setahun aq mntap kat sek tu...mula la masing2 nk brtukar2 no fon b4 blik cti pnjg ujung thun....wk2 tu...mmg nmpk sgt...yg diam pun jdi bsing...yg bsing plak..brtmbh2 bbsing la jwbnya...hehhe..but smua tu a kind of happy scene..so x ksah la....smuanya open minded...aq??? hahha...kalu aq mnx no fon pon..x b'gna..sbb aq xda fon pon wk2 aq form 4...aq stat gna pon wk2 aq form 5....mmg ssh la....so aq ignore ja smua tu...


FOrM 5 sToRy.....
okkaayy!!! opening ja tahun bwu....smua owg build a new hope....haha..hangat2 tahi ayam la katakan...padahal..smua tu kta2 ja pon...nak me release tension ja...smua keja jdi ssh kalu kta pk dbnda tu ssh...kja aknjdi sng kalu kta pk keja tu sng...so..mind set mmg sgt2 important la.... stat klas taun bwu nie...aq kna ubah klas..apahaal pon aq x tau..aq ikut flow ja..hahha...kalu klas plg bawah pon aq x ksah pon...wat ever la aslkn x mnyshkan aq in the future nanti...rmai gla bdk2 bru..bdk2 yg aq knal pon ada la dlm 2 3 owg ja..yang lain...smua muka2 bwu...mksd aq...(wk2 form4 dlu diorang klas lain)...........tp skang bil stdnt dlm klas dah berkurang sbb ada klas tmbhn ..aq rsa sbb bdk2 laki ni excess kot..hahha...x ksah la....tp aq njoy ja stdy dlam klas bwu ni...igt kan smua bdk2 tu pendiam blaka ...upa2nya...ada diam2 ubi berisi..hhehe..x blh duduk diam..tu bwu btul..yg pst...smunya bjak2 blaka la....hahha..TERBAIK!!!!!!...hepi go lucky....tp kalu nak test tu..klas dah stat diam..macam ada malaikat lalu ja...padahal..smua owg tgh stdy..mmg gla2 la!!! fcus!!!!..lpas abis test..aduh...macam pesta klas aq tu...bdk2 klas aq wk2 form 5 ni sgt sporting...nyanyi dlm klas..mkn sma2..glak sma2...nangis sma2...siyes!!!! ni mmg x lwak!!! bdk2 laki klas aq sgt2 caring...bdk2 prempuan apatah lgi...tmbh2 yg (^^,),,hehe..kalu sorang uat silap..smua owg backup..xda spa blh hlang..aq syang sgt kat korang!!!!!! hahha...yg klakar tu mmg klakar...ada tu yg muka  bengis gla..tp bla smpai ja kat meja klas...mula la..nak tersipul malu..haha..buat muka comey ja...hahha...ada plak...yang suka mkn bla ckgu ngajo....addooii...mmg tabiat dah..mkn roti la...kropok la..chips la...smpai kdg2 tu...ckgu pon join skaki..hahhaha...x bleh blah...plik tpi benar!!!..aq xgka plak yg peshbtn kta nak kkl smpai  skang..slalunya...sma bnda trhnti spruh jln.....ok..yg sgt2 klakar bla aq sndri pon xtau sapa leader batch aq...hoho...so bla kwn2 aq tggh cbuk bncang psal annual n tba2 diorang ckap psal leader batch..aq dah xtau nk pk...sbb aq x knl pon....aq pon apa lgi..ignore ja...mmg kja aq pon...ignore smua bnda....ehhehe..mlm annual dnner tu... aq pkai jubah hjau..sgt2 plik sbb tu la de frst tme i'm wearing fully girlish suit n it's very2 annoying!!!! sgt2 x slesa..seksa gla...sbb jln pon dah mcm baby bwu nk try jln...dah la pkai buts..huhu..mmg x kna gaya..slalunya aq pkai ngn shorts ka..jeans ka.....skang pkai ngn jubh....mmg plixx!!! aaahhh...aq pkai jgak..hahha..dah xda bju...lgi pun tu second choce aq..aq x pnh rncg pon nk pkai tu..my 1st choice kna rject...sbb ustzah kat nmpak x elok...apa yg x elok pon xtau la...aq cma nak pkai mini gaun n shorts n buts...tu jaa...tpi...so mny reasons yg ustazah bg smpai aq pon x blh nk bnagkang..mmg agk terkilan la...tpi apa nk buat....haha...follow the rules ja.... mja smua dh set up..hall tu mmg cntik...bg aq dh ckup smua tu..hehhe...aq pon dduk kat tpt yg kwn aq dh set...tba2 ja...ada guy duk kat seat tpi aq...aq smbg buat donno ja...n once bla announcement kta " now..we would hear a little speech from our batch leader"...guy tu yg kuar..ALAMAK!!!! upanya bdak tu ktua batch aq..jeng..jeng...jeng...mmg lwak....hahha..biar kat dya....spa swoh x fmous sgt..hhehhe..xla..slah aq gak..x amik tau..hehhe....lps dya sbis bgi speech aq pon smbg buat donno ja ngn dya..tpi dya knal aq...aq ja yg x knl dya..hahaha....sarting from that...aq mla rpat ngn dya..best gak kwn ngn dya...tpi tu la....dya bkan bdk klas aq..so aq jrg2 nk amik tau psal dya....tpi smua bnda yg jdi dlm skul tu mmg best arr...kwn2 mmg xda deskriminasi mcm kat sekolah aq dlu......mmg best gla!!!!!!