i'm flying far coz i wanna to avoid u..sorry~~~

first of all..i would like to thanx for those that alwys make me feel happy when i sad...turn me blushing when i mad...talk to me till i'm in bed...make me a sweet breakfast when i hungry n try to comfort me when i felt bad...there's  no 1 out there like u'll...i alwys dream of some 1 that can make me feel better in the future...i found it..but when i think wisely..i just realized that u're just like my ex...y should i love some 1 like that/ hopefully..I'm wrong....i don't know how it feel when break up or being rejected at the same time....I'm not a playgirl..i just want to have some1 special n it does't mean that i don't like u..yes!!! there maybe right when i say..it's not the time to talk about something that so serious ....i left u behind.....i choose that way...u have ur own ex...n same goes with me....although i'm not really care about "ex"..but i still thinking of him when i saw u...u just acting like him....please..don't make me remind about my past life..but i don't know why..i have to let u go...really...n if u read this message, i hope u understand....but if u still love me...then, accept me what i'm...becoz i can try to love u if u want to.....u're so special to me....