me????

i always think about you....do u think about me too??? am i too hard for u???? if u think like that..i'll be de same too...u're bringing me into a black box....i'm blind for thinking about you...from now on...we're break..let's have our own life...although it tough for me n you...just stop it till now...i'll be right back after you if u want me too..=)

i'm flying far coz i wanna to avoid u..sorry~~~

first of all..i would like to thanx for those that alwys make me feel happy when i sad...turn me blushing when i mad...talk to me till i'm in bed...make me a sweet breakfast when i hungry n try to comfort me when i felt bad...there's  no 1 out there like u'll...i alwys dream of some 1 that can make me feel better in the future...i found it..but when i think wisely..i just realized that u're just like my ex...y should i love some 1 like that/ hopefully..I'm wrong....i don't know how it feel when break up or being rejected at the same time....I'm not a playgirl..i just want to have some1 special n it does't mean that i don't like u..yes!!! there maybe right when i say..it's not the time to talk about something that so serious ....i left u behind.....i choose that way...u have ur own ex...n same goes with me....although i'm not really care about "ex"..but i still thinking of him when i saw u...u just acting like him....please..don't make me remind about my past life..but i don't know why..i have to let u go...really...n if u read this message, i hope u understand....but if u still love me...then, accept me what i'm...becoz i can try to love u if u want to.....u're so special to me....

just me & u...

i never thought that i will meet u before... i mean  a guy like u...it's different than others...u just a simple and an ordinary for me..but then...for a couples of time standing out there and kept watching u from far apart..i felt my heart is beating so fast.....i don't know why....i don't know what it's really mean....my first expression when looking at you....my imagination run away like u're so disaster ...for a girl like me..yes u're!!!!!!!! u talk wisely..n be friendly with me...it just i can't be too closed with those that i never met before...hope u understand...i'm just a girl...but u look me like i'm a guy..why??? is there any wrong with my appearance???? my action??? or the way i talk????? i felt something weird when i'm be with u....am i right???? u know i don't like such feeling like this..but i tried so hard to stop my intention on u.....every second, minutes, hours, day...i'll kept reminding that u're not mine and because of that..i'm trying to avoid myself from u.....i'm willing to do it...n i don't know if u realized it or not...i'm so sorry...really sorry... i didn't mean it.....honestly to say...i love u....but i'm just bringing u in a hard time if u know who i'm n what i'm really like...